For this second project, I am really struggling with the script because
the characters are foreign to me. I don’t know them so I don’t know how
to write them. I’ve spent many hours on the script more than my first
one, but I’m not going to give up on this one. What really helps is
constructive feedback. When the class read my script for Patrick, I
really got great feedback that will help advance my script because it
addressed the story. Writing this script also reminds me of what I really
want to write about. I want to film raw, human interactions and emotions
– the heart of the matter. After shooting and editing my first project, I
can now appreciate it for what I was trying to achieve. I remember
getting so sick and tired of looking at it, but now I don’t mind it as
much anymore. It’s actually kind of good.

This week has personally been a rough one for me but being at BDFI
reminds me of what I really love most and I forget about everything else
when I’m here. Although producing is what I really want to do with the
film/TV industry, I love learning everything from cinematography to
acting here. I think it really helps me to develop as a knowledgeable,
well-rounded filmmaker. Debbie Brubaker came in on Tuesday and shared
with us her experience in producing film. She was very down to earth and
shared a lot of valuable experience, and her story reinforced my desire
to produce.
Working on my first film project, I first seemed overwhelmed with the task
but it is coming together nicely. I got a great producer and I’m learning
a lot from her at the same time. Fellow students no matter what class
level are so willing to help each other out. Scriptwriting seems daunting
since I haven’t creatively written anything for about 6 years, but I got
positive reviews from Wednesday’s class. I’m glad that everyone liked it,
but I wish that I’ve gotten more critical feedback so I could’ve changed
more of my script and really improve it. I don’t know if it’s as solid as
everyone think.