Being involved in the program feels like a natural progression from the production experience I’ve accumulated in the last year.
Ultimately I decided to participate in this program because I do not see my possession of a bachelor’s degree in film as the end of my filmic education. If I want to make a living with movies, then I felt it was worth it to immerse myself in a program such as this which would aid my growth as an aspiring filmmaker.
In my most recent production course prior to this class, I felt that as much as I was gaining extensive experience with movie projects, quality of production wasn’t always an emphasis. I am pleased that this course is structured around fewer projects and emphasizes mastering the material to the fullest extent possible. This is what I felt was missing from my previous production class.
The material that I’m learning will be beneficial to me in both practical and professional ways. Although a lot of the basic concepts I already have experience with - like movie editing and screenwriting format/structure - I like that this program is teaching me how to hone and build upon my skills in those areas.
However, I do feel less confident in my editing and screenwriting abilities; those are the technical elements that I hope to improve, so I am glad that these aspects of movie-making are also being covered.
I’m really excited that I am also finally learning skills that will be of vital importance in my future career, like scouting actors and locations. Although the program is an intensive and will require a lot of work and dedication, this is not foreign to me. I feel like I am competent enough to meet the challenges of the class.
I must say that I was pleasantly surprised on the first day of instruction to find that the professors in the program encourage film storytelling that is honest, authentic, and true to life.
In my mind I usually associate professional and skilled filmmaking with contrived, artificial storytelling - the complete antithesis of the kinds of movies that I enjoy watching and ultimately want to make myself. But it has been proven to me that this isn’t always the case, and it doesn’t have to be. In this way, the philosophy of the Institute really resonates with me.
This, along with the kinds of seasoned instruction and training that this program is endowing me with, will hopefully enable me to blossom into a more confident filmmaker.
Whereas I was previously reticent to share my movie ideas for fear that they would expose and reflect too much of myself, I’m finding that I can use that as an advantage.
I do want to make my mark in the film world, but I want to do it without having to jeopardize my integrity or my vision. Part of that integrity lies in my desire to succeed in the industry without necessarily having to situate myself geographically in the region itself (the region being Los Angeles/Hollywood).
Although I know that this will inevitably be a detour, I’m finding validation in the filmmaking resources - including BDFI - that the Bay Area has to offer. I would much rather spend time truly polishing my skills here than throwing myself blindly and naively into the film business down south.
I enjoy being in a class with a mixture of people I do and do not know, people who do or do not have backgrounds or aspirations in film. I’s a testament to my belief that you do not have to be a filmmaker to understand how or why films work - you just have to love it and want to learn about it.
Although film is a medium and an industry, it is not self-contained. It interacts with and reflects and challenges multiple other disciplines and people and ways of thinking.
It’s wonderful to see that the make-up of the class is diverse in this respect and acts as a microcosm for how the industry itself actually works. I feel that by being in this group, I am simultaneously able to learn more about movies and share my own knowledge about movies with others - which is a position that I enjoy.
My only complaint about the program is that I wish I had known about the institute sooner. I hope that I can establish a more permanent, long-lasting relationship with the institute - whether or not that comes in the form of instruction.
Bianca Beyrouti
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